Life Goes On


My baby girl is 4 today. Dad I know you would be so proud of her. She is funny and naughty, she has to negotiate everything, she is kind, loving and fierce. She is such a delight and brightens up everyday. I wish you were here to share her with me, she adores her family … Continue reading Life Goes On

Some Days You Just Need to Weep


Tears can be so nourishing, they can release and cleanse away pain that is sitting deep inside. Since my fathers death I have found it so hard to cry and then so easy.  I am the type of person who likes to cope, I like to be happy, to be moving, to be accomplishing things. … Continue reading Some Days You Just Need to Weep

The Lessons From My Fathers Suicide


Suicide is such a confusing thing to process when you are the one who is left behind. On the 13 December 2014 my dad killed himself. He took his own life. I will never know if it was planned or spur of the moment action but he did it, and he was gone. He had … Continue reading The Lessons From My Fathers Suicide